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I have one close friend who is Irish but she no longer lives in this country.

I feel so lonely and in need of affection

My university friends are scattered around Ireland. My loneliness takes me by surprise at times.

I can be driving along and I see a group of women out walking for example; just walking along and chatting, putting the world to rights. Or I might be out with my husband and see a group of women in the pub, howling with laughter about something silly.

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Even writing this email is bringing me close to tears. But a lot of my main group of friends are getting married and having msrried.

It does get very lonely. I still see my mates but not as often, but life evolves and moves on.

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With two little ones I was never alone but desperately lonely every single day. My needs were quite literally bottom on the list of those to be met.

I was able to not only let off steam through blog posts but to interact online with people in the same situation.

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No one thinks any of these remarks are strange. This is just the way things are, and, anyway, everyone seems to be mostly in agreement.

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I grow more anxious and the anxiety feeds the loneliness and the loneliness feeds the depression. I know real gay people exist, but they exist in the abstract way that gravity does: Then, everything oolder.

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This week on the Life pages we will be exploring loneliness from every angle in our series All The Lonely People. We want to hear from readers about their experience of loneliness.